I don't think I'm making a mountain out of a molehill. I don't even feel like replying texts anymore.

Reading R&H fanfiction has gotten me mad.

If it was the other way round, I bloody as hell would have given it all up to go to wherever you were. Fuck. How come I have to question if you'd do the same. Fuck. I don't even have to. Cause you wouldn't. And it's not even to come here. I offered to go there. Fuck. Fuck this.

I don't even know what this is anymore. Fuck. Fuck it all.