I like hanging with his family. They feel more like a proper family than mine. Mine's all broken and weird and informal and rude and whatnot. Yes, we are comfortable with one another. But... we're not how a family should be like.

My dad is just my father in name. He doesn't act like one, neither does he bother to look like one. My mother is not trying to be a mother at all. I'm not saying she have never been a proper mother. She has, but it's just not to the extent of how I see everyone else's mothers are. They're always so caring and nice and they bother to make you feel better. Mine doesn't. She always expected us to take care of ourselves. And that's why we're the way we are. We drift away from her and ourselves, and she wonder why we're never home. We're not the close-knit family.

I want my family to be all close and sweet and nice to one another next time. Everyone's gonna be everyone else's bestfriend. Like siblings are super tight that they'll fight others to protect one another. And like children will talk about everything with their parents. And parents that will act like parents. And still remain in love with one another.

I wouldn't mind if I'll be poor and money will be tight all the time if I had a close family like this and a cosy home. I'd gladly give up all the money in the world to have a close-knitted family, living in a small cosy home.

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I like when you fall asleep on my lap. And the way you twitch in your sleep.

I like watching you sleep.