I need to talk to you baby.

I need someone who understands and gets it.

I'm so lost now. I don't know what to do.

All along, I thought getting in was the priority. I didn't know you settled on me going to work first while I clear my head and you settle the problems.

I finally got a reply, and I thought you'd be happy at the very least. But you got all frustrated and told me a totally different thing.

You asked me to go work and think it out before just grabbing any course that came my way. But it isn't even coming my way. It's just an invitation to the test and interview. I thought you'd at least say go try. But you totally said why bother, though not the exact words.

You've totally settled for me going private. And you totally thinks I'm gonna go on and fly. But I haven't even got a single reply. And it's been like 2 weeks.

I need to talk to my baby. I need someone who will give me proper and useful input.