I know that these people don't know what to do with their life either. But I feel like at least they know what to do next. And they've got someone to advise them.

I feel like I'm lost. I don't even know what I'm doing. I'm like just sitting in the water, getting pushed around by the currents.

Damn it. This was exactly what I wanted not to happen.

I need to stop procrastinating.

I need to get a grip and start doing something right.