Slept at like 6 in the morning. Yea, what the hell was I doing. I watched Taiwanese dramas in bed. Sometimes I think it's a curse to get an iPhone. Yet, sometimes it's such a blessing. Then again, why are all these people getting one :( urgh, I hate having such a common phone. I soooo want that Sony phone now. It's orange Qwerty keyboard and all.

Spent today getting Sarawak stuff and packing my bag. I was done. Until I remembered about my contacts. Gosh, how can I forget that? But it's really too comfortable wearing my specs. Just that some people say I look like an auntie. Argh, slap them. Now, should I bring my normal lens or the daily ones??

Ohdamn, I haven't done my research for the presentation tomorrow night. Urgh. Festivals... Rice, bird, spirit... Pssh. Like they really care to listen. Gotta get up damn early tomorrow. Meeting them at the airport earlier to discuss some presentation thing. Urgh. Presentations... I hate you.

Sometimes you think you're forgotten. Until you realise that you really weren't. Maybe they thought you forgot them too. Maybe they're just too busy to make time for you. Maybe they really did forget you, until they got a little tipsy that they remembered you. Hah. What a nice way to be remembered. Gosh, screw you.

Okay, I don't know why I feel this way. Ever since she reminded me of it, it just kept popping up whenever I'm alone. Omg, even when I'm not alone. Like yesterday, at the party. Urgh, you know how it sucks to just think of it. Gosh. You asked me to keep mum, and I did. It wasn't for you. It was because it was embarrassing to be part of it. And to think it was to happen yesterday. I know I promised, but I never meant to keep that promise right from the start. I mean, it was just crazy. Which idiot would do what you asked me to do? It's plain "qi xing", as they say it. I'm glad I'd never have to bump into you again. But sometimes, I still hope to. 'cause I want to shove it in your face how much better I am now.

I know I'm such a bitch. But ahwell, some people do deserve it afterall. Peace :)